有时候
你真的很想改变，
可是为什么别人都看不见？
你很努力地去改，
可是，也许是改变地不多，
别人看不见？

一个人很努力地去改，
可是没有人帮他，
没有人支持他，
那，他要怎么改？

很努力地去改变之后，
换回来的是别人的冷嘲热讽，
那有什么意思？

我不明白
我真的不明白，
从以前到现在都不明白，
为什么要我为你们改变？
为什么不是你们为我改变？

我很念旧，
好的坏的我都记得。
我不说并不代表我忘了。

努力的过程得不到认可，
得不到帮助，
我不再做了。

无论我解释一百次，
一千次，
你都认为我无中生有。

你有试过真正地了解我吗？
我为你打开心房，
就只想你了解我，
可是你就只看见表面，
认为自己很了解我了。

我，
两次放弃了接纳我想法的人，
放弃了在我身边安慰我的人。

我告诉你，
你不谅解，
没关系，
会有那么一天，
会有一个人，
可以体会我，
感受我。

你说的，
我不会再听，
任何人说的，
我都不会再听，
我只听我自己。

只有我，
才了解自己。

我从来都不喜欢解释，
我任由你们误会我，
误解我，
我也不想解释。

误会，
是因为你不信任，
解释，
只会抹黑事实。

从此以后，
我不会再听，
既然你违背你的诺言，
你，
就没有理由再要我听你的。
记住，
永远都不会。

你以为自己让得多，
问题就少了，
其实只会被吃得更凶，

我
对，就是笨，蠢，无知。

不要太执着，不需要把每一件事情看的那么重要，
不要把自己绑的太紧，
要放开点，
为什么要让自己为了一些事而难过？
为什么要这样难为自己，
明明就可以很开心，

把它看的太重要，
让自己陷得太深，
到最后吃亏的是自己。


其实，一直以来都有一个想法？
是不是越容易得到的，就越不珍贵？
或者稳定得让你不放在心上？
要失去了才后悔吗？

人
是犯贱的一种动物。

random

当他不是真心爱你时，
他可以找一百个理由来离开你。

虽然你不是最好的，
至少你对我不离不弃。

Something was not right,
Something went missing,

I couldn't tell,

Is like i don't know you anymore..

I'm currently addicted to The Vampire Diaries and Gossip Girls!
Man!!!
Every Tuesday i'll be very excited!!
Like i can't wait to watch them!!:D

I wasn't watching The Vampire Diaries during their first season,
I mean i've heard about it but i don't really watch it because i was still in the Twilight series..
Is like,c'mon,it's just another blood sucker story :p
Then i started watching it like when i accidentally turned to that channel..
So we have Stefan and Damon,the super man man vampires,
And of cause Elena,the pretty girl in the story..
Stefan is different from Edward but i like them both!! :P
Stefan is drinking Elena's blood everyday,
How romantic was that!!:P
Anyway,
I think Vampire Diaries teach us more about vampire's rule than twilight did..

Blair,Chuck,Serena?
Too much of name to be remember because i dont watch them in the last 3 seasons,
Hmm..
Only a few times...
I found it's interesting xD
And i can see lots of nice clothes XD
I started to put my attention on the couple,
Blair and Chuck..:D
Serena-too many boyfriend XD

I used to be a die hard fans for ghost whisperer:D

I watched Ugly Betty, NCIS(NCSI??XD)
Kyle XY,Supernatural!!!!
And so much more that i couldn't remember XD

Wohooo!!!!!

random

I almost forget how much i love you..

Is that neccessary that everyone must act like a grown up even you're not or you don't want to?

Why i can only feel the sweetness before it's actually starts?

When you're getting into a relationship for too long, you almost forgot on what's love?

Why do people cheat on their partner?

What's the feeling of getting married and divorce?

So you're too easy with her/his present that you don't really need to do anything?

And the romance gone?

Why do you care if you wish to ignore later on?

You expect all the girls to have one attitude?

You expect guy to do everything that you wish for?

You say i'm not telling you but i thought the feeeling is mutual?

Love each other more day by day?

Or getting away?

Not neccessary or you're just being lazy?

After 10 years, family or still lover?

Why cant everything go back to those days when we're just flirting with each other? :)

English no good =.=

I'm having exam..
I mean soon..
I wasnt nervous,
But I'm stress..sigh..
I had my period,
It's pain,
Makes me feel dizzy..
Can't focus..

I always knew what should i do..
But i'm too lazy to push myself..
I'm getting lazier..

That subject was the most expensive among the others..
That's why i'm stress..
Memorizing wasn't my favourite part,
That's why even with all the tips that i got,
I still unable to score an A.
It's too hard to memorize all the answer without really understand it..
I always forget on what i've learned,
No matter how good i was on the spot,
I tends to forget everything on the next day..
That's my weakest point..

I love to learn but i hate it when it has to comes along with the exam..

I'm streas...
I need someone..
Someone who willing to listen,
Who willing to comfort me a bit..

Sigh..
When is this going to end?

You were once meant so much to me..
Not now,not any more..
You came all of a sudden,
And you left without saying good bye..
You lie....
Again...not much but twice,
I was so naive that i trusted you,
So stupid that i believed on everything you said.

I'm glad that you left,
Without turning back.

And i found him.
Someone better.
He will loves me more.
And i love him the most.

I'm writting this for myself.

You can leave if you feel uneasy.

The scariest part of it is you're trying to disconnect her from the outside world

他发生这种事情后，
我一直很留意你，
很意外的，让我觉得你这个女人真的没什么了不起，
名字不用说，大家心知肚明。

那一天，
我心情很糟，
第一次看到这种事情发生在我眼前，
我还在想，
要不要让你知道，
毕竟你们最近走得还蛮进的，
可是朋友都说，
不要，怕你接受不到，

可是，原来大家都猜错了，
你根本不担心，
或者，我可以说，
你根本不放放在心上对吧！
因为你觉得不关你的事！

我，真的留意你很久了，
你很过分！
在他好好之前，
就拉拢他，要他在学业上帮你，
我不怪他，毕竟人都是比较重色轻友的`。

我以为只有我这样想，
原来还有人也那么认为！

一开始我就对你没什么好感，
你让我有种虚伪的感觉，

他是我的好朋友！
你要是对他不认真的！
只想利用他！
麻烦请你离他远很多点！不是一点！
无事不登三宝座的女人！

当然，日后他好起来了，
你再靠近他，利用他，
我是不会有意见，至少我不会在他面前说你坏话，
你这种人！对！就是你这种人！
丢尽女人的脸！

你是我第一个在大学里看不起的女人`！
你，榜上有名咯！

What makes you feel like you're so important??!!!

因为老婆好，所以才会有小三!!!

要的人不理我！
不要的人一直找我！
就快心理不平衡了！

本小姐今天心情糟透了，应该是自己胡思乱想，摆脱，我很少emo的，因为不好看，
可是今天我....心情很糟..不需要你安慰，不需要你关心，
习惯了没有别人的安慰也会自己开心起来，看了不喜欢，不要多多意见，不要批评我，
这是我的地方，要放屁请走远些，我就是很情绪化，不喜欢？滚远些！真不明白，为什么那么多意见！
不安慰就算，不要惹我！
我没说你，你不是你！所以不要自以为是！
我今天就是很不爽！

A day out with aunt part 2

After I got my present,
We went to this 'Goku Raku Ramen'( if I'm not mistaken )
It located at the second floor at Mid Valley,
First, when we look at the restaurant,
Macam tak Ada orang pun,
Very quite,
I don't see many ppl or noises coming out from the restaurant,
Anyway, we did give it a try lol..
Well,very nice the place,
Lots of ppl dining there,
Nice service,
Everything's fine...
Nice food! Big bowl!! XD
I like the 'xiu pork' haha
Super nice!
They Slice it, look like sashimi..yum yum :)
Not very expensive :)

A Day out with aunt

I went to mid valley on this Sunday..
Aunt wanted to get me a watch as my 21st birthday present :)
She was so insisted of getting me a swatch,
Well seriously,
I don't really adore their watch,
I had one last time,
My ex bought it for me when I was 17,
If I'm not mistaken the price is about 200 bucks,
Not very fancy design,
Look more like a watch for a kid =.=
my friends thought it's a free gift from the kfc kids meal =.= wtf
They don't realize it until I told them it was Swatch lol!
I don't really take care of my swatch since I don't really like it,
Scratches on the surface,I ignored..
The strip turned to yellow cause I sweat lots? Maybe?
Anyway it's a plastic strip..
And I throw it away after I've been wearing it for 4 years..
The watch still work,
But I hated it because it got all the scratches on it and the ugly scratch >.<
I told my friends about this and they said I'm too stupid because I just throw away an expensive watch!
Lol they didn't tell me why so I thought it qa just simply because it was expensive =p

So I went to swatch on that day.,
I know I don't like it but what to do?
The one who buying me this wanted a swatch,
Not even considering others like DKNY,ESPRIT....
And finally, I manage to get one:)
Price = RM 325 haha
Again,not a very fancy design compared to other brand,
so it comes together with 2 years warranty,
And they also provide after service,
The lady even mentioned that if I got a scratch on it,
They will help me to polish it..
I can even change to any different strip that I want in the future
(mine is stainless steel)
So now I know why they scolded me last time
T.T
Anyway,
I'm happy because I got a brand new watch!:)

Awwww

Yes! i'm broke!

Just came back from Amway's HQ,

Bought so many things!

All make up stuffs!

Artistry product..

I was into that free gift- A cosmetic bag

And i bought a Liquid foundation,

Powder foundation,

eye liner and also a concealer,

And these cost me more than 300++!!

Walao!!

I swear i'm going to kill myself if i'm not using it!

I SWEAR!!!

Damn it, My Aus trip spoil spoil spoil!!!

I haven't try on it,

But soon i guess....

Hopefully i will use it =.=

Not hopefully but MUST!!!!

MUST!!!!!!!!!!!!

Bought a bikini from internet,

Online purchase..

It is a blue color bikini,

I plan to wear it when i go Aus to visit Alan,

It's summer during that time =)

AWWW beach!! XD

I'll suggest all of you to get a bikini top with wire,

make sure you can buckle up the back but not tie it up only,

For more security XD

我说 Alan Chang 你很肥啊？

miss you =(

No Title

I have been sleeping for the whole day,
Don't have the initiative to do anything,
I don't taste the food today,
Haven't taken a step out from my house today,

Yes,i'm moody =.=
Because he's absent.



dino

My Blacky ^^

blacky is a new name for my Iphone =)

I bought it last month,i don't remember which day =P

I went to pyramid with both of my bff -molly and ching wai and also my darl =)

I've been looking up on it for a few months already,

Don't know which too choose,

Maxis provides a better network but Digi is the cheapest,

i aimed for a White iphone4,

and Maxis launched it before Digi ( digi was one month later than Maxis =.=)

well, i really wanted a white one,

keep on checking through the internet to see if digi has launch their white iphone4 already or since their competitor had already launched the phone..

well, kinda disappointed at the end,

however, image to get one for myself at the end =)

the reasons i chose digi plan is

1) cheapest among maxis and celcome

- digi gives you unlimited internet

- sms and calls are allow to network ( the best part XD)

2) as long as you're staying at klang valley so i guess the coverage of diginet wasn't a big problem for me.

3) i am already a digi user since year 2004 =)

p/s actually my darl plan all this for me lol

Digi!! still the cheapest iphone package!! =)

If you really can't stand with diginet's speed,

i would say a celcome or maxis plan will be better otherwise you'll just throw your iphone when you got a damn slow speed!! lol

I will FOLLOW you~~XD

dino

My first time XD

lol..

i went for a waxing treatment before i go for my Redang trip,

it was an armpit waxing treatment..

you'll have to lie on the bed and lift up your arm,

during the process...

people might feel awkward,

because you'll need to "show off' your so called 'paradise' ( XD )to other people,

lol,,,well, i think it's quite comfortable with me..

c'mon, people might have done this a thousand times already,

waxing is something very common nowadays...

So, i was asked to lean on the bed after i changed my cloth,

and Kim started to put the blue color hot wax onto my skin,

ouch a little bit because it was hot,

after that, she put a piece of don't know you all call that on the skin,

then........ she PULL!!!

walao!!!

na~~~~

you'll get a hairless aarmpit at the end,

lol~~

they put some rose toner to calm the skin down,

smell tasty haha~~

it cost me RM 28 only per treatment,

and i had my second treatment last Saturday..^^

you can try it if you feel like you had enough with twisting your neck,

lifting your arm to clean up that place, ( normally it ends up with a numb feeling on my arms lol)

dino

OUch!!

Alright,

Last Sunday,

Me and Poh Kheng went for a facial treatment,

It was located nearby the Puteri Mart..

So, this was my first time,

Having a facial treatment,( very expensive le~)

Ermmm~

The girl was nice,

I call her Kim,

KIm~~~Kimchi~XD

I was asked to change my clothe,

Then they passed me a sarung,

Ermm,

the environment was nice,

They put a dimmer light instead of the normal one,

And some music,

Walao, so romantic meh!!?? XD

After a cleaning process,

Here comes the horror PART!!

Na~ i don't want to talk about that la~

So it ends up my face look like ' guan gong'

NO, is 'guan gong's daughter'

=.=

well luckily the redness goes off on the next day! fuyoh!

conclusion,

It was pain but my face became smoother,

To get a better result, visit them for twice in a month maybe....

you

hey!

IS you!!

Diet lo!!

Stop eating like a cow >.<

Do exercise!!

Show me some muscles, i Mean firm one >.<

Cut down your Starcraft video!

Stop meeting Day 9 !!

I don't like when you have to meet Day 9 every single night before you sleep!!

So gay!!

Mid Night

Ermm..

suppose,

i'm holding my lecture notes and study,

lol... too lazy..

Keep on thinking on something else,

Something that i wanted it so badly...

=.=

Imagine one day i got lots of money!!

lol..

Gonna get lots of shoes and clothes!!!!!!

Eat lots!!

Go vacation!!!

And,

no need to suffer like now =.=

school, exam......

Why we study?

get a better life in future lo,

want to earn lots of money ma~~=.=

ciu~

XD

AHAH!!! Wee~~~~~ i'm going to Redang on this coming sem break, with my darl, Jasmine and......! lol i'm so excited!!! Weee~~~~~ can't believe that i really did it because i always wanted a trip but i'm too lazy to plan it... So i'm so happy with what i did LOL XD (actually there is nothing to be happt when you've to spend money =.=) Redang !! wait for ME !!! =)

男人渴望女人的身体，

女人却奢望男人的爱，

是这样吧！

男人，只要你满足到他，

他就会把之前的给忘得一干二净，

女人，或许太复杂，

永远都不会忘记男人对她做过的一切，

还有所有的承诺，

男人总怪女人太情绪化，

其实是男人没有去了解她到底需要的是什么，

至少不是你表面上看到的。

每当狠下心肠离开，

到最后败了，

好像注定永远都要这样，

离不开。

女人，就是犯贱，

要怪就怪自己没有用，

明知道一开始最不对，

还是要往坑里走，

男人，

你们不是什么都对的，

女人就不一定是笨的，

上帝惩罚夏娃，

因为她愚蠢，

所以女人这一辈子就要被冠上这样的代号吗？

男人，

钱不是一切，

贴心的小动作比钻石珠宝更有效，

可是，你们却觉得多此一举，

认为女人很幼稚，

很麻烦，

也请你们想想，

当初怎样把她追回来的？

你们的爱，去了哪里？

原来女人要的浪漫，

男人都给不到。

女人出轨，

因为她找到一个能给她有恋爱感觉的男人，

男人出轨，

因为他找到一个年轻貌美的身体。

男人对女人不好，

别怪女人离开你，

因为别人都说，

女人是水做的，

需要疼爱，

如果你给不了，

放开她。

女人没奢求你安慰她，

那么男人就应该离开，

不要哄不到，

就对女人发脾气，

因为她根本没要求你对她做些什么。

上述是本人的言论，

与其他人无关，

要是您不喜欢，

那时您的问题，

谢谢。

AH! Is you!!!

YOU make my life so dramatic!!

Like i'm watching a drama!

Sometimes YOU treated me like i'm a princess

BUT,

Sometimes YOU DID NOT!

you know i'll always LOVE you =)

noid

That was my nickname =)

so cute =>

It was given by one of my best friend during the secondary school=)

Hahaha....

well, my mom scolded me for that,

she says " why your friend give you a nickname? and why must it be 'dinosaur' ? you should behave yourself in the school! '

so this is what I've been told by my mom...=.=

Speechless..z.........

WeeK 12

wohoo!

i'm going to complete my year one already!

sigh, exam is coming, 3 more weeks,

worried T.T

gonna push my CGPA up up UP =P

so there's gonna be a lot of assignment and presentation @@

=D (not happy at all) =.=

to both of you

到今天，

我还无法忘记你，

无论去到哪里，

总会有让我想起你的影子，

从你离开的那一天至到现在，

当初你离开，

我真的无法接受，

感觉像在做梦，

看见你被病魔折腾的样子，

我，心都碎了，

也许离开是一种解脱..

愿主与你同在..

有时候，

我会一直提醒自己要记得你的样貌和声音，

我怕有一天我会忘了，

不！我不会忘记的！

有时会想，

如果你还健在那该多好=）

你们若是遇见了，

要好好地照顾对方=）

dino

HaPpY BiRtHdAy To YoU

ALAN =)

love dino =D

Is WeDnEsDaY

yea, i'm too boring,
I have nothing to do...
The weather was fucking hot out there!
And my darl got class until 6 today,
Sigh, that's why i'm boring here..
Am fucking boring..
So i was reading on some articles..
Ermm..
Is about shaving your pubic hair..
Well,long ago, my best friend told me that she did that,
shaving it by herself,
well, not bad she said,
But the worst part is coming haha!!
When the hair start to grow back,
It was so itchy that you're gonna scratch it so hard!
Xd lol!!!
And so she warned me ' do not ever think about doing that!'
haha so funny..
But..seriously, i did think about doing that =P
so i found a thing called 'Brazilian Wax'
People says that it gives you a better result,
But when you talk about the process,
It it definitely PAIN!
But it depends on individual's toleration.
Yea, i really think about on trying those stuff,
maybe i just shave it or wax it?
na~
Think only...
PAIN~~~~~~~

@#%*&%$&$*&^E$^T%$

I went to school just now,
Because i got moral class later on,
At 3pm,
so,
I took bus and LRT all the way to Setapak,
I can't skip my moral class because the lecturer was so strict,
No choice..
I bath before i go to school,
But still i sweat like hell!!
Yea, thanks to the climate change...
The thing that really piss me off today is........
Class CANCEL!!
WALAO!!!
Do you have any idea on how far is the whole journey!!!
It took me about half an hour to reach school!!!
And, seriously,
I've been wasted 3 hours for it!!!
I really 'love' you!!

Feb 2011

Chinese new year over already,

So, is time to 'really' study,

I mean study hard >.<

All the assignments are coming to me,

Mid term exam!!

Walao!!!!!!!!!!!

光影（追影。築夢主題曲）A Time To Embrace Theme Song

跟随记忆的照片泛黄了

那最纯真的笑容都停格

还以为心够彻底 能留住那一刻

跨过时间的河 谁能了解我此刻的忐忑  离开始害怕寂寞的选择

耳边这熟悉的歌 筑起万般不舍 梦也许下一分忘了

人追逐的永垂不朽 让花树醉了几个秋 一风落叶岁月漂流

走过辽阔的予取予求 留不住海市蜃楼 宽恕眼泪就放手

放不下过去遗憾有多重 幻灯下突然视线很朦胧

面对无尽的空洞 心酸还要多浓 人散后是否一定曲终

人追逐的永垂不朽 让花树醉了几个秋 一风落叶岁月漂流

走过辽阔的予取予求 留不住海市蜃楼 宽恕眼泪就放手 (百年后不及回首

Hey Hey
Happy Chinese New Year!!^^


有些人就是这样，
怎么觉得她们好像一定要没事找事闹，
很奇怪的咯。
小的这样，连大的也这样，
真是为老不尊咯。
好咯，等她们两个相依为命咯，
我有无所谓的，
更好，以后少一个负担，
奉养她的责任就留给她咯，
你说我不好，我就照做咯，
人都是这样，
你做初一，我就做十五咯，
礼尚往来嘛。
我的人很随便，
你要怎样，我都可以，
可是，人的忍耐度是有限的，
我不是什么圣人，
我也会有脾气，
我也不会容许别人踩在我的头上放屁哦，这样很没有礼貌咯。
该做的我都做了，
你不满意，你的问题了，
反正，我是女儿，
以后是嫁出去的，
嫁出去了就是泼出去的水，
她本事，赚钱比我多，
以后你等她孝顺你咯，
你就当我的良心被狗吃了咯。


爸爸，
我知道你很难做人，
你怕你对我好，
你回去后，
我的日子更难受，
对不起，
我让你难做了，
还为了我给她骂，
谁对我好我知道的=）


我希望以后我的老公能本事一点，
我一定不要衰给她们看，
这不是斗气，
这是骨气，
你今天看我不起，
明天我就要争气起来，
让你刮目相看！
不过也算了，
反正，
你这一辈子也不会喜欢我，
我认命了。


感谢那些在我身边安慰我的好朋友，
幸好有你们，
我才不会感到无助。


有时我希望你能多聆听我的心声，
不要批评我该怎么做，
我要的是你的耳朵，
你的肩膀给我依靠，
当我难过时，
安慰我，疼爱我，
不要让我觉得我根本不能依靠你，
在你身上不能找到能依偎的地方，
我想你能真的体会一下我的心情，
去了解我真的很难过。


当你在埋怨你父母唠叨你的时候，
当你在骂他们的时候，
回想一下，
其实你很幸福，
因为他们关心你，
怕你吃不饱，穿不暖，
怕你给人骗，
而我呢？
下辈子吧！
不要再投错胎了！哈哈！
她怪我，
因为我是女的，
害得她没得‘一索的男’
她很介怀，
着我都知道，
因为我害她被人讲是非，
她不喜欢我，
我都知道，
所以啊，
以后投胎之前要看好，
如果还有来世的话。



dino

PAIN!

alright,

i feel something wrong with my body,

i easily get gastric nowadays which really torture me a lot!

>.<

dino

Aiyo Aiyo

6 more days to go o ^^

dino

my Rg ^^

I started my Rg when i was form 1..
I still remember that i chose cheer club instead of Rg because we all know nothing about Rg ^^
My first partner was Yuet Ley lol..
Can't imagine that she took part on this XD
And she's able to do bridge MAN! XD
Well,i wasn't the chosen one to take part in the competition,
So i was quite sad lol~!
Ermm..my first competition came when i was 14,
I've been requested to stay back after school and also school holiday for extra training,
My senior> Angeline Wong,
She helped me and Michelle to work out on our routine and everything,
Thanks =)

I was worried about money,
I need money to get my new leotard,
I'm afraid to tell my mom about that,
She always stop me from doing thing like that,
She thought it was a waste of money..
sigh..
Anyway,i still get my leotard at the end =)
I still remember it was a mixture of orange and red color =)

I wasn't eating anything during the competition day,
Was too busy stretching my body,
And surprisingly i didn't realize about it after i've completed my part XD
During the ball routine,
My leg get cramp when i'm doing my starting post while waiting for the music to start,
The first thing that came out in my mind was "oh shit!"
Well, guess what,
The pain stop once i step my foot on the carpet,
I always get my leg cramp because my body was lacking of mineral salt.
I fail my hoop =P
Underscored =P
Predictable result lol..
I hate hoop,
Hardest apparatus!! XD
At the end,
I got 1 gold,1 silver,4 bronze,
I got 1 gold medal for my rope routine ^^
This is unpredictable XD

Well, i only started my official training when i was 17 (proper training hall, professional coach).
My gym was located at Sunway club,
I went there every Friday night,
Miss Vivienne was my coach there,
She is ballerina at the same time,
She is very graceful ^^
Her boyfriend, Mr Lee,
He was a gymnast last time,
He got this very 'triangle shaped' body XD
I've been doing a lot of work out when i was there,
So tired =X
I remember my ribbon was pink color, yellow color for my clubs,red color for my rope,blue for my hoop =)
I meet friend there, i mean close friend =)
Her name is Catherine, she always ask me to call her Cathy,
By the way, she is only 11 years old when we first met each other,
She was so nice,we have lots of fun together=)
Miss you Cathy..
I hurt my left leg during training,
Mr Lee over pulled my leg, ouch!
And since that day,
I couldn't stretch my left leg too much anymore,
Even until now..sigh..
I've been told that they've postponed the competition to Nov(it's suppose to be on July)
I can't go for the competition anymore because my SPM was on Nov!
Argh! so disappointed!
I mean i really did very hard for it but~
I miss you ^^
I really enjoy my day when you were there though it makes me feel exhausted sometimes=)

我想要的未来，
一直都还没来，
也许是我的眼睛不敢睁开，
也许幸福刚刚经过我门外，
是我自己不敢期待，
我离开，
你的安排，
恢复我最熟悉的姿态，
把你说过的话背起来，
不属于我的精彩，

我试着去安排，
你想要的未来，
只是我的拼图中缺了一块，
时间也无法填补这片空白，
不知道多久才会释怀，
你离开，
我的安排，
恢复你最收悉的姿态，
所有我们曾经的对白，
只能在当时精彩，

我明白，
不能离开，
学还学不会置身事外，
经过回忆喧闹的地带，
天空是一片阴霾，
未来一直没有来。

Seriously,
i feel like fucking fat this lately..argh~
well, to be honest, i have a pearl shape body,
it doesn't looks nice at all >.<
it makes my upper part look skinner than the bottom part,
indirectly， it makes my BUM so FAT!!!!
i fucking hate my body!
uneven body ratio!
what the fuck is this!
i'm so admire with other girls who have perfect body shape,
even they're not,
at least they have a proper ratio than me T.T
my legs are always fat, so so fat!
i try to give it some massage everyday,
i walk with staircase everyday,(i live at the 5th floor)
but still i can't do anything with the FAT that stored in my legs for so many years!
mom said it is because of gym that makes my bottom become bigger..
sigh,i don't know anything about that..
i are big fat COW~



dino

JAN 1st post ^^

好啦，今天写华语=）
2010 就这样过去咯~
感谢在上一年陪伴我的人=）
我有很好的茉莉花小姐，
傻傻的静惠小姐（i forgot her chinese name XD)，
有十五公分长的先生XD
还有一个肥肥的猪先生=）
上了大学，
认识了新朋友，
和好朋友分开，一开始真的会不习惯，
到现在还会有这样的感觉~
一个人打着巴士去到老远的地方上课，
没有人和我讲话，静静地搭了一个小时多的巴士，
偶尔遇见朋友，
聊多两句，
不过，
都习惯了=）
有时一个人也很好，
脚步会快些，
不会因为等待而耽误了时间=）

我和你虽然一起了一年都没有，
之间有许多的争吵，
不满，误会，
闹的很不开心，
不过，换句话，
我和你快要一年了=）
这样会好听点~=）

希望新的一年，
会开心点，
21岁了~=）



dino