Hey Hey
Happy Chinese New Year!!^^


有些人就是这样，
怎么觉得她们好像一定要没事找事闹，
很奇怪的咯。
小的这样，连大的也这样，
真是为老不尊咯。
好咯，等她们两个相依为命咯，
我有无所谓的，
更好，以后少一个负担，
奉养她的责任就留给她咯，
你说我不好，我就照做咯，
人都是这样，
你做初一，我就做十五咯，
礼尚往来嘛。
我的人很随便，
你要怎样，我都可以，
可是，人的忍耐度是有限的，
我不是什么圣人，
我也会有脾气，
我也不会容许别人踩在我的头上放屁哦，这样很没有礼貌咯。
该做的我都做了，
你不满意，你的问题了，
反正，我是女儿，
以后是嫁出去的，
嫁出去了就是泼出去的水，
她本事，赚钱比我多，
以后你等她孝顺你咯，
你就当我的良心被狗吃了咯。


爸爸，
我知道你很难做人，
你怕你对我好，
你回去后，
我的日子更难受，
对不起，
我让你难做了，
还为了我给她骂，
谁对我好我知道的=）


我希望以后我的老公能本事一点，
我一定不要衰给她们看，
这不是斗气，
这是骨气，
你今天看我不起，
明天我就要争气起来，
让你刮目相看！
不过也算了，
反正，
你这一辈子也不会喜欢我，
我认命了。


感谢那些在我身边安慰我的好朋友，
幸好有你们，
我才不会感到无助。


有时我希望你能多聆听我的心声，
不要批评我该怎么做，
我要的是你的耳朵，
你的肩膀给我依靠，
当我难过时，
安慰我，疼爱我，
不要让我觉得我根本不能依靠你，
在你身上不能找到能依偎的地方，
我想你能真的体会一下我的心情，
去了解我真的很难过。


当你在埋怨你父母唠叨你的时候，
当你在骂他们的时候，
回想一下，
其实你很幸福，
因为他们关心你，
怕你吃不饱，穿不暖，
怕你给人骗，
而我呢？
下辈子吧！
不要再投错胎了！哈哈！
她怪我，
因为我是女的，
害得她没得‘一索的男’
她很介怀，
着我都知道，
因为我害她被人讲是非，
她不喜欢我，
我都知道，
所以啊，
以后投胎之前要看好，
如果还有来世的话。



dino

PAIN!

alright,

i feel something wrong with my body,

i easily get gastric nowadays which really torture me a lot!

>.<

dino

Aiyo Aiyo

6 more days to go o ^^

dino

my Rg ^^

I started my Rg when i was form 1..
I still remember that i chose cheer club instead of Rg because we all know nothing about Rg ^^
My first partner was Yuet Ley lol..
Can't imagine that she took part on this XD
And she's able to do bridge MAN! XD
Well,i wasn't the chosen one to take part in the competition,
So i was quite sad lol~!
Ermm..my first competition came when i was 14,
I've been requested to stay back after school and also school holiday for extra training,
My senior> Angeline Wong,
She helped me and Michelle to work out on our routine and everything,
Thanks =)

I was worried about money,
I need money to get my new leotard,
I'm afraid to tell my mom about that,
She always stop me from doing thing like that,
She thought it was a waste of money..
sigh..
Anyway,i still get my leotard at the end =)
I still remember it was a mixture of orange and red color =)

I wasn't eating anything during the competition day,
Was too busy stretching my body,
And surprisingly i didn't realize about it after i've completed my part XD
During the ball routine,
My leg get cramp when i'm doing my starting post while waiting for the music to start,
The first thing that came out in my mind was "oh shit!"
Well, guess what,
The pain stop once i step my foot on the carpet,
I always get my leg cramp because my body was lacking of mineral salt.
I fail my hoop =P
Underscored =P
Predictable result lol..
I hate hoop,
Hardest apparatus!! XD
At the end,
I got 1 gold,1 silver,4 bronze,
I got 1 gold medal for my rope routine ^^
This is unpredictable XD

Well, i only started my official training when i was 17 (proper training hall, professional coach).
My gym was located at Sunway club,
I went there every Friday night,
Miss Vivienne was my coach there,
She is ballerina at the same time,
She is very graceful ^^
Her boyfriend, Mr Lee,
He was a gymnast last time,
He got this very 'triangle shaped' body XD
I've been doing a lot of work out when i was there,
So tired =X
I remember my ribbon was pink color, yellow color for my clubs,red color for my rope,blue for my hoop =)
I meet friend there, i mean close friend =)
Her name is Catherine, she always ask me to call her Cathy,
By the way, she is only 11 years old when we first met each other,
She was so nice,we have lots of fun together=)
Miss you Cathy..
I hurt my left leg during training,
Mr Lee over pulled my leg, ouch!
And since that day,
I couldn't stretch my left leg too much anymore,
Even until now..sigh..
I've been told that they've postponed the competition to Nov(it's suppose to be on July)
I can't go for the competition anymore because my SPM was on Nov!
Argh! so disappointed!
I mean i really did very hard for it but~
I miss you ^^
I really enjoy my day when you were there though it makes me feel exhausted sometimes=)

我想要的未来，
一直都还没来，
也许是我的眼睛不敢睁开，
也许幸福刚刚经过我门外，
是我自己不敢期待，
我离开，
你的安排，
恢复我最熟悉的姿态，
把你说过的话背起来，
不属于我的精彩，

我试着去安排，
你想要的未来，
只是我的拼图中缺了一块，
时间也无法填补这片空白，
不知道多久才会释怀，
你离开，
我的安排，
恢复你最收悉的姿态，
所有我们曾经的对白，
只能在当时精彩，

我明白，
不能离开，
学还学不会置身事外，
经过回忆喧闹的地带，
天空是一片阴霾，
未来一直没有来。

Seriously,
i feel like fucking fat this lately..argh~
well, to be honest, i have a pearl shape body,
it doesn't looks nice at all >.<
it makes my upper part look skinner than the bottom part,
indirectly， it makes my BUM so FAT!!!!
i fucking hate my body!
uneven body ratio!
what the fuck is this!
i'm so admire with other girls who have perfect body shape,
even they're not,
at least they have a proper ratio than me T.T
my legs are always fat, so so fat!
i try to give it some massage everyday,
i walk with staircase everyday,(i live at the 5th floor)
but still i can't do anything with the FAT that stored in my legs for so many years!
mom said it is because of gym that makes my bottom become bigger..
sigh,i don't know anything about that..
i are big fat COW~



dino

JAN 1st post ^^

好啦，今天写华语=）
2010 就这样过去咯~
感谢在上一年陪伴我的人=）
我有很好的茉莉花小姐，
傻傻的静惠小姐（i forgot her chinese name XD)，
有十五公分长的先生XD
还有一个肥肥的猪先生=）
上了大学，
认识了新朋友，
和好朋友分开，一开始真的会不习惯，
到现在还会有这样的感觉~
一个人打着巴士去到老远的地方上课，
没有人和我讲话，静静地搭了一个小时多的巴士，
偶尔遇见朋友，
聊多两句，
不过，
都习惯了=）
有时一个人也很好，
脚步会快些，
不会因为等待而耽误了时间=）

我和你虽然一起了一年都没有，
之间有许多的争吵，
不满，误会，
闹的很不开心，
不过，换句话，
我和你快要一年了=）
这样会好听点~=）

希望新的一年，
会开心点，
21岁了~=）



dino