有时候
你真的很想改变，
可是为什么别人都看不见？
你很努力地去改，
可是，也许是改变地不多，
别人看不见？

一个人很努力地去改，
可是没有人帮他，
没有人支持他，
那，他要怎么改？

很努力地去改变之后，
换回来的是别人的冷嘲热讽，
那有什么意思？

我不明白
我真的不明白，
从以前到现在都不明白，
为什么要我为你们改变？
为什么不是你们为我改变？

我很念旧，
好的坏的我都记得。
我不说并不代表我忘了。

努力的过程得不到认可，
得不到帮助，
我不再做了。

无论我解释一百次，
一千次，
你都认为我无中生有。

你有试过真正地了解我吗？
我为你打开心房，
就只想你了解我，
可是你就只看见表面，
认为自己很了解我了。

我，
两次放弃了接纳我想法的人，
放弃了在我身边安慰我的人。

我告诉你，
你不谅解，
没关系，
会有那么一天，
会有一个人，
可以体会我，
感受我。

你说的，
我不会再听，
任何人说的，
我都不会再听，
我只听我自己。

只有我，
才了解自己。

我从来都不喜欢解释，
我任由你们误会我，
误解我，
我也不想解释。

误会，
是因为你不信任，
解释，
只会抹黑事实。

从此以后，
我不会再听，
既然你违背你的诺言，
你，
就没有理由再要我听你的。
记住，
永远都不会。

你以为自己让得多，
问题就少了，
其实只会被吃得更凶，

我
对，就是笨，蠢，无知。

不要太执着，不需要把每一件事情看的那么重要，
不要把自己绑的太紧，
要放开点，
为什么要让自己为了一些事而难过？
为什么要这样难为自己，
明明就可以很开心，

把它看的太重要，
让自己陷得太深，
到最后吃亏的是自己。


其实，一直以来都有一个想法？
是不是越容易得到的，就越不珍贵？
或者稳定得让你不放在心上？
要失去了才后悔吗？

人
是犯贱的一种动物。

random

当他不是真心爱你时，
他可以找一百个理由来离开你。

虽然你不是最好的，
至少你对我不离不弃。

Something was not right,
Something went missing,

I couldn't tell,

Is like i don't know you anymore..

I'm currently addicted to The Vampire Diaries and Gossip Girls!
Man!!!
Every Tuesday i'll be very excited!!
Like i can't wait to watch them!!:D

I wasn't watching The Vampire Diaries during their first season,
I mean i've heard about it but i don't really watch it because i was still in the Twilight series..
Is like,c'mon,it's just another blood sucker story :p
Then i started watching it like when i accidentally turned to that channel..
So we have Stefan and Damon,the super man man vampires,
And of cause Elena,the pretty girl in the story..
Stefan is different from Edward but i like them both!! :P
Stefan is drinking Elena's blood everyday,
How romantic was that!!:P
Anyway,
I think Vampire Diaries teach us more about vampire's rule than twilight did..

Blair,Chuck,Serena?
Too much of name to be remember because i dont watch them in the last 3 seasons,
Hmm..
Only a few times...
I found it's interesting xD
And i can see lots of nice clothes XD
I started to put my attention on the couple,
Blair and Chuck..:D
Serena-too many boyfriend XD

I used to be a die hard fans for ghost whisperer:D

I watched Ugly Betty, NCIS(NCSI??XD)
Kyle XY,Supernatural!!!!
And so much more that i couldn't remember XD

Wohooo!!!!!

random

I almost forget how much i love you..

Is that neccessary that everyone must act like a grown up even you're not or you don't want to?

Why i can only feel the sweetness before it's actually starts?

When you're getting into a relationship for too long, you almost forgot on what's love?

Why do people cheat on their partner?

What's the feeling of getting married and divorce?

So you're too easy with her/his present that you don't really need to do anything?

And the romance gone?

Why do you care if you wish to ignore later on?

You expect all the girls to have one attitude?

You expect guy to do everything that you wish for?

You say i'm not telling you but i thought the feeeling is mutual?

Love each other more day by day?

Or getting away?

Not neccessary or you're just being lazy?

After 10 years, family or still lover?

Why cant everything go back to those days when we're just flirting with each other? :)

English no good =.=